dis past few days nppansin kong unti.unti nkong npapalayo sa mga dating kaibigan ko ! Yung iba lumalayo dahil sguro sa ugali ko . Snasabe nila MAYABANG ako , DI MAPAGKAKATIWALAAN , MADALDAL tska FEELING MATALINO DW ! Msakit pero naiisip ko minsan totoo lahat ng yun eh . I want to go to a place na ako lang ung tao , yun bang kahait san ako lumingon eh wla ni isang matang nkatigin sken . Pero di ko nman kayang mbuhay ng wlang kausap , ng walang kaibigan ! Baket ba ksi gnito ako ? Feeling ko plagi LONELY ako ! Nhihiya na nga ko dmikit sa knila eh ksi prng iba na ung tingin nila sakin . Oo lagi akong masaya ekse nga mababaw ako pero deep inside ms lamang pa din ung kalungkutang nrramdaman ko ! Wala ng ngang nkakaalala sken eh . Kaya un minsan inaaliw ko na lang ung srili ko sa loob ng bahay ! Lagi akong maaga umuuwi tpos kaen tpos mttulog na ! Nawalan na din ako ng gana mkipagteks ! Wala na nga ksen nkakaalala sken . Alam mu ung feeling na kinakausap mo na lang ung sarili mo tpos inaalala mo ung mga masasakit na pangyayari sa buhay mo ! Tapos di mo namamalayan unti unti nang namumuo ung luha sa mga mata mo T.T

527
paolodee:

Sometimes I am not sure what love is. Sometimes I would find myself asking is this how love is suppose to feel?
There used to be days I was really sure what it is. Moment of first love that innocent fluttering feeling which comes out and lives within me with excitement made me confident this was probably was love was. Fresh and new and full of excitement. Then in the midst of smiles and laughter, tears came along.. with anger and pain. What seem to me like it was everlasting love, flew out of the window in just a blink of an eye. Questions began to rise, isn’t love suppose to be everlasting? Or is it just a spur of the moment thing. Can you really lose love with time?
Funny, how easy it is sometimes to forget all those happy moments you share with a person that you’ve build together for a period of time in just a blink of an eye… then later on only recall the pain which acts as the base for the defensive mechanism you unknowingly build around you. Sometimes I guess maybe I chose not to believe in love so I don’t get hurt again.
I’m back again on the track but I am not sure what I am feeling is really love, or just a longing to be with someone, since I’ve seem to have a misconception. The image of love began to be blurry. What exactly it is begins to be uncertain. I doubt almost everything and just things flow, but I can’t really feel like I am all there.
In the end I am still not sure.

  ” minsan sa pag.iibigan, di maiiwasan ang PAG.AAWAY , PAG.TATALO at higit sa lahat matinding SELOSAN !

     — hayy. naalala ko tong sinabe nya sken. hm mga 1yr ago ndin .. ewan ko bat ko naisipang i.bLog to ! haha :p bsta ang alam ko NAMIMISS ko na tLga SIYA ! Pero ksi matatagalan pa bago kmi magkita ulit . Maybe 3yrs , 4 1/2yrs o kya HINDI NA ! [fuck wg nman sana !]Basta ngaun , ARAL MUNA DW KAME ! (asteeg diba ?) OO . Lam ko mukang MALABO DIN AKONG MAKAPASA SA COURSE KO ! pero kakayanin ko PARA SA KANYA :]

     YING ; ILOVEYOUSOMUCH :) UR MY EVERYTHiNG ! :*

919

Theme Urban, by Max davis.